Today, my heart was in three places: 1) With those I love, far away, as they visit their first Lyme Literate Medical Doctor. 2) With my friend, nearby, as she struggles with her babies questionable test results. And 3) With myself, as I underwent a third week of painful IV therapy (something I'm really having a tough time with).
Life isn't supposed to be like this...full of painful choices. To test...not to test. To push...not to push. To poke...to cut...to wait...to fight. For some reason, it reminds me of that 80's song by the Talking Heads: Once in a Lifetime.
"And you may ask yourself
What is that beautiful house?
And you may ask yourself
Where does that highway go?
And you may ask yourself
Am I right?...Am I wrong?
And you may tell yourself
MY GOD!...WHAT HAVE I DONE?"
Altered Today: Same as it ever was...Same as it ever was...Same as it ever was...
Same as it ever was...Same as it ever was...Same as it ever was...
Same as it ever was...Same as it ever was..
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